a beautiful image. and a memory


SO anyway, what i want to write about was the image i have put up above. it is an image i love, and it is of my little sister and her ayah. i love this image because it is of those two people, and because it is a part of my little sister's life that i have in common with her although at very different times and countries; the being brought up abroad thing. but there is also something about the image itself - besides the personal stuff - that attracts me to it.

it is quite an overexposed looking image - perhaps father took it into the sun or perhaps it has just faded over time. i dont mind that though. it is a very simple image without lots of background. it is either early morning or evening, because of the long shadows.
they are both obviously unaware that it is being taken, and i have the feeling father just saw this moment and took it quickly. he was a very keen photographer.
it is a very delicate image; the light, the trees, the people; one small, one big, walking along a quiet road together, both secure in each other's company needing no other. we - the viewer - are excluded from their world although we are allowed a glimpse into a moment of it..

actually this was possibly taken in the early morning, now i think about it more; quite often in the early morning there used to be a heavy mist in the air, and as the sun rose higher so the mist would disperse. sometimes i used to go to the club with father where he played golf before going to office. we used to take the dog and i had to try to stop the dog from going off to collect father's ball after he had hit it which i didnt always manage. there was usually this heavy mist then, which gradually dispersed. it was rather beautiful - the light gradually filtering through - the mist seeming to rise off the ground - the slight chill in the air and the particular smell of damp earth and grass which is usually dry and warm.



it is strange writing to oneself - as it were into thin air! i am used to writing in my notebook (to myself), done that for years. but this is just a bit different.

at first i was nervous, because i would be putting my thoughts 'out there'.
then i started to get into it.

and laterly i have realised that no-one reads it anyway, so its ok!!

back to writing in my notebook again, except it happens to be in cyberspace.




Comments

Anonymous said…
You tell the stories so sensitively and beautifully, capturing the essence of what truly mattered; it takes my breath away. The picture made me cry- imagine! But there was something very special there.
Please keep your storybook open; I could listen spellbound for hours. xx
aho - thank you for that lovely comment! i am glad you liked that piece. xxx