solitary

happy birthday ex! course no one'll see this - but am used to talking to myself now.
back to the old dilemma again. which problem to try and face and sort out first; where i live, job, work.

anyway.
so whats new.
must try to stop endless cycle of paralysis. trouble is after bad life decisions i just dont trust my ability to make big decisions any more.
not that it really matters. as there is no-one else to be bothered really.
solo, solitary, sole, mono..