worst summer in living memory

according to Me and a fisherman on Mull - yes, the worst summer in living memory here. it is basically crap.
so i havent done very well with starting to blog again.

questions to self:
are you depressed or just lazy?
are you tired all the time because you are just lazy?
would getting counseling just mean you concentrate more on what's wrong instead of trying to BE POSITIVE?

answers so far:
i dont know.
i dont think so, i find it tiring having to constantly 'rise above' and 'be positive' and cheery.  it feels heavy.
i dont know. constantly on the verge of finding counseling but afraid to as well.
fed up with self.

so there you see, how boring is that if thats what i blog.
so i am tending not to blog again.

lots of love to the one person (probably) who reads this!!
xxx

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